I’m getting excited to see the different textures of the places I’ve never visited. But for now, its just about smoking fish.

“Lets go down to the east river and throw something in, something we can’t live without and then lets start again”

There is something to be said for others’ unwavering self-confidence. Not from the perspective of their social ability, but regarding their wild and wonderful endeavours. I used to have such a high opinion of those prolific people, successful in varied pursuits, though now I realise that is not enough. Exhibitions are paid for, awards granted to the less-deserving, useless accolades abound. The most envious aspect of these people remains their determined, single minded self-confidence.

Omar (Little) is a noisy little splasher, but the best and prettiest roomate I’ve had for a while.

Tonight is the first night in weeks that I have been outside, alone in the darkness. These beautiful trees, illuminated and demonstrate my need for a new camera, oh yes.

Back in Sydney, claustrophobic. Everything feels too close, too loud, too much. Mini holiday is over, back to reality, truly. Time to consult the list, I believe.